Nobody understands. And I feel so f up being there. It's disgusting to see how things became this way.
I hate the way I behave now it irks me too.
Why do I have to become like this.
Going back to church, giving up on things! I hope he feels the same way. Come on give me this strength.
Muscles ache !!!
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okay i'm sad
i have decided that i will blog daily!!!!!
been reading my past posts and it was so funny!!! totally forgot about all the things that happened! hahahaha
shall start from.... tmr!
been reading my past posts and it was so funny!!! totally forgot about all the things that happened! hahahaha
shall start from.... tmr!
Have you ever thought about what life really is?
Who defines life?
Who is to say i am living a better life than you?
What's the gauge?
How did that claim come about?
Clubbing nightly makes you full of life? Or staying home every day makes you no life? or having a partner makes you more superior and thus you've got a life?
i think what really matters is yourself. but what's really sad is throughout your life you've nothing, accomplished nothing, you're nothing and people arent gonna miss you when you die.
i'm a bad writer seriously because i think too much and too fast. like one moment im talking about life then later to accomplishment then family etc. BAD. that's why i can never write v good composition hahahahaha
see. one moment i wanna talk about life, now im crapping. i think im much better in crapping.
dont take my post too seriously lol im just rambling.
Anyway, i'm done with my first exam. kind of sad because i made a mistake and i'm afraid it might affect the second part of the question :(
but i had a great 6 month celebration. haha dear finally did something HAAAAAAAAAAA but thank u :))
Who defines life?
Who is to say i am living a better life than you?
What's the gauge?
How did that claim come about?
Clubbing nightly makes you full of life? Or staying home every day makes you no life? or having a partner makes you more superior and thus you've got a life?
i think what really matters is yourself. but what's really sad is throughout your life you've nothing, accomplished nothing, you're nothing and people arent gonna miss you when you die.
i'm a bad writer seriously because i think too much and too fast. like one moment im talking about life then later to accomplishment then family etc. BAD. that's why i can never write v good composition hahahahaha
see. one moment i wanna talk about life, now im crapping. i think im much better in crapping.
dont take my post too seriously lol im just rambling.
Anyway, i'm done with my first exam. kind of sad because i made a mistake and i'm afraid it might affect the second part of the question :(
but i had a great 6 month celebration. haha dear finally did something HAAAAAAAAAAA but thank u :))
It's not happy. it's just a normal day. To think i actually did anticipate, it was foolish. To sum it all up, you don't care and you never bothered listening. You have no idea how something small can make me happy too.
hey but what disgust myself is that i thought it was from you. SHIT myself seriously. it was just that element of hope that's why i landed myself into all these shit.
Yesterday was a normal day. But we celebrated leroy's birthday together with his new girlfriend. Dionis.
Actually i thank God that i've made many new friends like changting, celestine and etc.
Lastly, i hope that Mum will be alright and may God's healing hands be upon her. I need to be more productive and cast all negative thoughts away. Focus Cheong wai shin!
xtzmb.
hey but what disgust myself is that i thought it was from you. SHIT myself seriously. it was just that element of hope that's why i landed myself into all these shit.
Yesterday was a normal day. But we celebrated leroy's birthday together with his new girlfriend. Dionis.
Actually i thank God that i've made many new friends like changting, celestine and etc.
Lastly, i hope that Mum will be alright and may God's healing hands be upon her. I need to be more productive and cast all negative thoughts away. Focus Cheong wai shin!
xtzmb.
- Mood:
disappointed
Can I cry? Why do I feel like crying so much now.
You know? Can you feel me?
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hectic and fun week! deprived of sleep for many days but it was all worthwhile :D
Met many new friends during camp but seriously i felt more like a freshie than a councillor haha
They call me a nanny ok i guess that's what a girl councillor would often become, taking care of their welfare while guys are being doing other things? haha
i guess i would recall this 1 significant event of my life which i felt really unjust for myself.
Yes i did not reply you because i was busy packing when you told me the place and NOW. then soon after someone called (whom i thought he was with you) and told me to go to the place myself. It never crossed my mind that they were waiting because the 2 of you were always together. Am i wrong for assuming that that was the final decision made by you?
Met many new friends during camp but seriously i felt more like a freshie than a councillor haha
They call me a nanny ok i guess that's what a girl councillor would often become, taking care of their welfare while guys are being doing other things? haha
i guess i would recall this 1 significant event of my life which i felt really unjust for myself.
Yes i did not reply you because i was busy packing when you told me the place and NOW. then soon after someone called (whom i thought he was with you) and told me to go to the place myself. It never crossed my mind that they were waiting because the 2 of you were always together. Am i wrong for assuming that that was the final decision made by you?
Then you came and scolded me off which i feel it was really not my fault. Sorry but i can't apologise for something which i feel that i wasnt wrong.
but in anycase, is it really worth it to stop talking because of this trivial thing.
Camp was fun! kind of disappointed because i really wanna know how scary the mystery night was but well haha.
Looking forward to more camps :D
mumumumumumumu.
ok i update.. lol.
results are gonna be released on may 30! hai~~~~ cap 3.1 how lousy.. hahahaha pull up pull up!! lol
Im going hongkong from 31 may to june 4! yay hope can see many pretty clothes and buy the whole hongkong back! haha
results are gonna be released on may 30! hai~~~~ cap 3.1 how lousy.. hahahaha pull up pull up!! lol
Im going hongkong from 31 may to june 4! yay hope can see many pretty clothes and buy the whole hongkong back! haha
work has been pretty tiring, you know.. hai~~
my blog post are getting shorter and shorter. next time i'll add in details HAHAHAHA :D
- Mood:
gloomy
hello everybody. 2 more papers and im done!
i am so excited because i am going to hong kong! hoho so exciteeeeeeeed
and i am so tired. anyway i got a tuition deal, twice a week which is $400 a month!
anyway someone sat at my seat for exam which is (*@^$&%@(# because im late and got to deal with such things. luckily i finished my paper if not im gonna.. bash the girl up. :D
2 more papers. 2 more papers. i need money $$$$$$$$$, and i wanna be pretty!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH why so tough
and my sister had a splendid and awesome 21st birthday! she cried( too touched) ok la i know she's kinda emotional hahaha
nice chalet too!!! and great friends! hope to get the same place too =x
meet up my friends after exams hoho =b
told cha, short and sweet post forever. HAHA
i am so excited because i am going to hong kong! hoho so exciteeeeeeeed
and i am so tired. anyway i got a tuition deal, twice a week which is $400 a month!
anyway someone sat at my seat for exam which is (*@^$&%@(# because im late and got to deal with such things. luckily i finished my paper if not im gonna.. bash the girl up. :D
2 more papers. 2 more papers. i need money $$$$$$$$$, and i wanna be pretty!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH why so tough
and my sister had a splendid and awesome 21st birthday! she cried( too touched) ok la i know she's kinda emotional hahaha
nice chalet too!!! and great friends! hope to get the same place too =x
meet up my friends after exams hoho =b
told cha, short and sweet post forever. HAHA
- Mood:
happy
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